Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Time for a face lift?

hmmm maybe its time to change my blogskin..kinda getting sick of the green >.>

Touched By Melvin at11:50 PM

Monday, May 04, 2009

Lingering memories..

It has been 3 months since i last saw your smile. The memories still lingers within me no matter how i hard i try to forget. I hope 1 day, i will be able to hold up my phone and dial your number just to talk to you and hear your voice again, but right now..i can't.

Everyday just passes by so quickly but one thing for sure i know its true, the only thing that keeps me moving day by day, are the thoughts i have about you..the very first day we held hands and the very first time i saw you smile..you're always on my mind.

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Touched By Melvin at11:27 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Freakin Chinese PRs!!

Sorry if i offended anyone with the above blogpost title but..i'm really pissed off with what happened this morning. But please take note i'm not stating about ALL the PRs but those who were involved in the scam i'm gonna talk about..

My family was involved in a scam. You guys must have heard or saw on the tv how the fuckn PRs calls your family and tell them you are kidnapped and asked your family for ransom? Yeah, my parents were 1 of the victims.

This asshole called my residential number at 11am in the morning, screaming into the handset asking my mom for 20k as the so called "I" owed them this amount. If my parents refused to pay, they will chop off my fingers 1 by 1. My mom and dad panicked and didn't know what to do, thus my dad picked up his cellphone and called the police. Seriously, the police operator should really do something about their service, my dad had to wait 20 minutes before he was connected to an inspector, if this really happened, i would have lost all my fingers by then. My mom started crying and asked that bastard to put "ME" on the phone, my mom spoke to "ME" in cantonese asking me why i acted as a gurantor for a friend who fled away to Malaysia...yeah right..like my forehead has the word "DUMBFUCK" written. Another bastard then started crying saying "mom come and save me" in mandarin, my mom started to panick even more.

By then, the police asked my dad to call my work place (coz i forgot to bring my cellphone to work today...sigh) to check if i'm in the office...my dad did and was relieved that i answered the phone. This isn't the end. The 2 motherfuckin bastards didn't give up and kept calling my residential number! My mom got pissed and didn't answer the call.

To all you FUCKIN CHINA PRs who takes advantage of us Singaporeans..watch it..i believe in karma..YOU MIGHT JUST GET RUN OVER BY A BUS TOMORROW AND NOBODY FUCKIN CARES ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU ALL EXCEPT THE DOGS AND CATS NIBBLING ON YOUR DEAD BODY. FUCKING RETARDS WHO HAS NOTHING TO DO IN LIFE. I HOPE YOU ROT AND DIE!!! FUCKIN GO TO HELL!!!!! BASTARDS!!!

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Touched By Melvin at7:43 PM

Thursday, April 09, 2009

Its time..

Its been a long time since my last update. Been busy picking myself up with both my career and not forgetting certain personal issues. I know i've been feeling pretty low for the past few months but the most important thing is i'm myself again..standing on both my feet ready to face each day with a smile on my face..

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Touched By Melvin at12:50 AM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I blame myself for being weak..

I thought i could forget you but i can't. I thought i can put things down and move on but i can't. I thought by getting myself drunk and doing things to occupy myself could stop me from thinking of you but i can't. I blame myself for being too weak..

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Touched By Melvin at5:57 PM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Sick and tired

Enough is enough..i'm getting sick and tired of feeling hurt over you even over a mere text message. I give up...

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Touched By Melvin at6:41 PM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

3 weeks..

Its been almost 3 weeks since you left. Though we have sorted things out and have agreed on certain things, i still miss you alot. At times i would lie down and start thinking of the times we spent together, somtimes wishing it had lasted instead of things ending in such a way.

Though we have agreed on taking things slowly, i really don't know where to start..i'm feeling so lost. Sometimes i wanted to just pick up the phone and give you a call or send you a simple Missing you msg, i don't know what to say or where to begin. I really wish god gives both of us a chance again, to start anew,to start all over but having known if it will ever happen, it hurts.

Its a bad time for my reservist to come..i can't concentrate...i can't do things right..sometimes i just feel like i'm a total loser. I don't want to put my feelings on this blog..but having nobody to talk to..i have no other choice..

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